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=NeoNirvana:iconNeoNirvana:

Arbiter Elegantiae  

Shoutboard

Shoutbox

~M-E-L-Z-A:iconM-E-L-Z-A:
lol,, a worthless penguin
Wed Apr 23, 2008, 9:14 AM
=NeoNirvana:iconNeoNirvana:
Yaya I do! I just found that out 16 days after you did! O_o
Fri Feb 22, 2008, 10:47 AM
~M-E-L-Z-A:iconM-E-L-Z-A:
way u got a shout box
Wed Feb 6, 2008, 2:51 PM

I'm going to kill myself.

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 24, 2008, 8:04 PM
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Yes it's true, I'm going to shoot myself. Do you know why? Because I came into my room and logged in today, only to find that my art file containing ALL of my art, every bit of it, ALLLLLL OF MY FUCKING WORK FROM THE PAST YEAR is DELETED. GONE. BURNING IN HELL SO THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET IT ALL BACK IS TO GO TO HELL TOO.
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GAAAAH AND MY MOOD ISNT LONELY BUT dA WONT FUCKING CHANGE IT!!!!! X(

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: L'Arc~en~Ciel, Tierra album
  • Reading: MySpace comments.
  • Watching: The Libertine
  • Playing: Zone of The Enders: The 2nd Runner
  • Eating: Spaghetti
  • Drinking: Simply Orange

BRAND NEW SINGLE FROM 091375139075

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 7:14 PM
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I'm losing my mind.
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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Motion City Soundtrack
  • Reading: MySpace comments.
  • Watching: Death Note
  • Playing: Silent Hill: Origins
  • Eating: Altoids
  • Drinking: Starbucks

Lithium

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 3, 2008, 6:51 AM
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you...
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze...
'Cause I've found god - yeah, yeah, yeah


I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there...
But I don't care
I'm so horny but that's okay...
My will is good - yeah, yeah, yeah

I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I kill you - I'm not gonna crack


  • Mood: Dazed
  • Listening to: Anberlin - Adelaide
  • Watching: The Italian Job

Futura

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 7, 2008, 6:15 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Ergo Proxy Soundtrack
  • Watching: Death Note
Push through the dark and into the blinding blue.

Find your purpose in the bubbles.

Let the blue take you, into the light or the deep?




Possibly Maybe

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 23, 2008, 10:56 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: BLOOD+ Complete Best
  • Reading: Queen of The Damned
  • Watching: Samurai7

Baby.
Who knows what's going to happen?
Lottery or car crash...
or you'll join a cult.

Possibly maybe, probably love.

Mon petit vulcan...
Your eruptions and disasters!
I keep calm,
admiring your lava.
I keep calm.




I keep calm.